first fight with kyle

i had my heart broken to a million pieces last night. kyle and i had a fight.

he was hitting me and pinching me even if i had repeatedly told him to stop as he was hurting me already. so i had to do the one thing that i didn't want to do. i gave him a gentle "smack"on the hands, palm facing up for really bad behavior. the first time that i had to really make him feel hurt. the previous smacks were gentle taps on the hands as final warnings.

this time it was different. after that, he still wouldn't quit doing the hitting and punching, i had to put him in the corner. which he didn't like at all. i had to make sure that he stays there a minute or so to calm him - but i guess, it made things worse. he had a major tantrum. the crying became louder and louder, tears and snot were streaming down his face.

i was hurt, seeing him cry but he had to learn his lesson that hitting is bad.

his daddy tried to talk to him to make him apologize to me, since he does that when i tell i got hurt. this time he didn't do it. it was a battle of wills. i told him he won't get milk if he won't say sorry.

it was such a heartbreaking scene. as much as i want to hug him and say sorry, he has to learn first from his actions.

we slept without saying sorry. it was hard. he didn't want me beside him. he was even crying in his sleep. must be recalling the things that happened to us that night.

i hope when i come home later. things will be better.

sorry kyle, i didn't mean to do that. :(

tagged #8

tagged by Mars

The Seven Deadly Sins Meme.

1. wrath:

who did you last get angry with?

-my mom, she was being all dramatic again. All because of the laundry

who did you last get pissed off with?

-keon’s nanny. I sometimes catch her staring at the tv instead of watching keon who’s walking halfway the room already with unsteady steps on a MARBLE floor.

who was the last person who got really angry at you?

-my mom. Same reason as the first question.

do you keep grudges, or can you let them go easily?

-I don’t keep grudges. Forgive but not forget.

2. sloth:

what is one thing you're supposed to do daily that you haven't done in a long time?

-continue my beading

what's the latest you've ever woken up?

-when I was single and not yet a mom: 2pm

who have you been meaning to contact, but haven't?

-some clients. Haha

how many times did you hit the snooze button on your alarm clock today?

-just once then sleep again. I usually set the alarm 30 minutes before. Hehe

3. gluttony:

meat eater?

-definitely

what is the greatest amount of alcohol you've had in one sitting, outing or event?

-this was in college. An assortment of hard drinks ranging from tequila, lambanog, scotch, gin, and some I can’t remember.

have you ever used a professional diet company?

-Nope.

4. lust:

how many people have seen you completely naked?

-my kids and hubby. Of course not counting my parents when I was a little girl. Hehe

ever caught yourself staring at the chest/crotch of a member of your gender of choice during a normal conversation?

-nope.

what's your fave part of the body?

-opposite sex? Eyes and chest.

have you ever made a proposition with a prostitute?

-eeew

5. greed:

if you had $1 million, what would you do with it?

-save for the kids’education, some to finally experience splurging, give 1% to charity, some to my brothers, some to pay up my parents, pay off bills and the remaining, to save up for retirement.

would you rather be rich, or famous?

-If I'm rich, I will also be famous. – agree with you mars!

6. pride:

what is the one thing that you've done that you're most proud of?

-graduating on time, having 2 great kids, and getting the job I want

one thing you have done that your parents are most proud of?

-drama mode lang: I don’t think I ever heard them say they were proud of me – based on achievements. Except the one time when my mom said I know how to take care of my kids.

what would you like to accomplish in your life?

-travel, earn an MBA, have a business and see my kids finish school and see my grandkids.

what did you do today that you're proud of?

-didn’t procrastinate.

7. envy:

if you could be anyone else in the world, who would you be?

-I’m happy being me. Why would I want to be someone else?

have you ever wished you had a different physical feature?

-more junk in the trunk and a size c with toned arms and thighs.

feel free to grab this tag! :D enjoy!

friday feast # 185

Appetizer

What does the color dark green make you think of?

:: my bath towel

Soup

How many cousins do you have?

:: my mom's side, i have 7. in my dad's side, a LOT. some of them i haven't met yet. my grandma had 13 siblings so imagine the number of cousins i have.

Salad

On a scale of 1 to 10 with 10 being highest, how honest are you?

:: i'd say an 8.5. but usually it would depend if the person can take how brutally honest i can get. so sometimes i just tend to keep my mouth shut.

Main Course

Name something that is truly free.

:: hugs and kisses, true friendships and love. what more can you ask for?

Dessert

Using the letters in the word SPRING, write a sentence.

:: Some People Rarely Inquire if they Need God and i thought of another

Sunsets make People Relaxed and Inspired with Nature and Good friends.

kulasa ako!

blogged hopped and this is what i found. i got nostalgic again and with the 10 year high school reunion looming in the horizon, might as well indulge.

oh and i posted a list like this as well in my multiply.

join me as i remember some things. maver, i'm sure can relate ka dito hehe

~*~
my comments in purple :)

1. Nakatikim ka ng stone soup
2. Nakatikim ka ng German cookies hindi siya masarap! haha
3. Aware ka sa Hiroshima bombing
4. Nakapag noise barrage ka
5. Kilala mo si Tita Naty (A Midsummer Nights Dream in my case. hehehe alamat na ata siya sa st scho eh
6. Alam mo kung na saan ang Tunnel of Truth/Lies eto ba yung papuntang GS bldg?
7. Alam mo ang SRA at ang iba't ibang colors nito (favorite ko ito! hindi ako nag grade school eh. hs to college lang
8. Alam mong may star section at honor's class kahit ideny ng mga teachers
9. Lahat ng accessories mo ay blue, black at white. more or less true nga
   
10. Pag nakakakita ka ng music notes nirerecite mo ang ta ta ti ti ta ta titi ti ti ta ta (at naalala ko si Mr Reyes at ang hanger nya sa likod) - mr reyes!! one time tinago nun yung coleman kong lunch box! hmph
11. Kilala mo si Ms. Camu
12. Kilala mo at may phobia ka kay Gng. De Vera at ang Pulang Kotse ng Kamatayan (ano yung pulang kotse??? –well mas naalala ko ang pajero ni Ms De Vera) - ang alam ko honda civic ang kotse nun.
13. Kilala mo at may phobia ka kay Ms.Salazar (sobra!) naku naabutan ko siya. pero after nun si mrs pengson na whee!!
14. Nagaayos ka ng uniform pag papalapit si Mrs. Ferrer o kung sino mang discipline head (I guess this one's for the lower batch kasi if I'm not mistaken, kami ang last batch na hinandle ni Salazar) - korek!
15. Nagtaka ka bakit hindi umuulit ng damit si Mrs Pengson. (Hahaha! Idol!) eh model ba naman ang lola nyo eh. pero oo nga, never siya nag ulit ng damit. haha
16. Tinry mo gayahin ang signature ni Mrs Pengson.(not really…) hindi ata
17. Natry mo na din gayahin ang signature ni Ms. Salazar (that's more like it) hindi rin. pero tempting noon
18. Pag lower batch ka hindi ka dapat tumatambay sa stone tables - didn't mind it at all. haha
19. Nag Arnis class ka in lieu of CAT.(or martial arts class to the tune of EYE OF THE TIGER) - can't remember!
20. Nag SEEP ka. (Ano to??? –i think sa batch ko e BIVOUAC to–tama ba spelling? our batch had ours at Lemery, Batangas) - outreach na ata to hehe
21. Nung Senior ka ginamit mo ang POWER OF THE "G" BADGE bully the kids!! haha
22. Wala kang problema umupo sa sahig (which I still have the habit of) until now. which results in weird stares from friends. masaya kaya!!
23. Mabigat ang bulsa mo. May wallet, suklay, ballpen at cellfone kasi. (Wala akong cellphone nung HS…i agree! inside my pocket: yung mahabang wallet ng girbaud, hair doctor, face poweder, panyo/tissue, beeper, 1 cattleya filler, jnj cologne, at face wash pag after lunch - wash tayo!! ahaha
24. Pag tumatakbo ka nakahawak ka sa bulsa mo. of course!
25. Pag after periodical exams, nasa Glorietta ka. of course!
26. Pag nagkikita kayo ng friends mo sa ibang place, kung magbatian kayo parang 10 years na kayong hindi nagkikita. - until now. hahaha
27. Mabigat ang paa mo pag naglalakad lalo na sa hagdan ganun pa rin ako maglakad. haha
28. Sanay ka sa debates and impromptu speeches (GIRLS, this is one skill that will come useful in the REAL WORLD, meaning: at work and in your married life–trust me. Thanks to all our speech teachers esp RONO) - AMEN!
29. Gumawa ka ng physics toy
30. Ayaw mo gumamit ng banyo malapit sa physics room may multo kasi dun. meron talaga!
31. Alam mo ang Let's cheer for St.Scholastica, Fealty Song ("We are here,dear SSC..", Come loyal, St Benedict,To thee we turn. wahahahaaha korek!
32. Alam mo kung ano ang SCHOLARI - at alam ko pa rin ang sections ko. 1R 2H 3R 4H naks!
33. Alam mo kung ano ang late slip, absent slip at index cards hehe
34. Kilala mo si tita Vicky
35. Tumutungo ka sa "God" sa "That In All Things God May Be Glorified" di na ata to mawawala eh
36. Marunong ka gumawa ng parol na puro recycled materials ang gamit. (well, making the advent wreath was more memorable for me. I cant seem to perfectly cut the green crepe paper to make it look like the actual leaves)
37. Marunong ka gumawa ng Advent Wreath gamit lamang ang dyaryo at crepe paper (refer to my comment in no. 36)
38. Pag may birthday after mo kantahan sasabihin mo "Happy Birthday ___! How old are you? Jump ____ times!"
39. Alam mo ibig sabihin ng Ora et Labora galing mag isip ni st benedict noh? swak na swak
40. Game ka sa lahat ng bagay. Hindi ka maarte. Korek! (TALAGA!!!!!!!) - korek to the highest level
41. Tinatawag mo lahat ng matatanda sayo sa campus manong at manang. oo nga no...
42. Pag late ka after recess or lunch ang ilalagay mo sa late slip mo "traffic along the stairs" or pwede rin, had to change into my uniform/came from debate class.
43. Ang tawag mo sa song sa grad march ay "tan tananan tan tan…" wahahahaha
44. You are a feminist
45. Natatawa ka pag may nababarok (Hahaha! Hanggang ngayon!) (Alam mong there's a Kulasa in the "same room", pag nagtinginan kayo pag may nababarok) OMG, tunay!!
46. Hindi mo kayang di mag-comment pag may wrong grammar or diction. (Oo nga…) click here to prove my point
47. Alam mo yung dark stairs na matarik sa high school building. freaky talaga yun. yung stairs malapit sa GSR.
48. Nag Agri Arts and Sewing with Miss Ponce. (ang naabutan ko was the Typing Class) - typing class din ako
49. Alam mo yung "Blame It On The Rain" na pinapatugtog ni Mrs. Ponce sa typing class. (And other 80s music like Friday I'm In Love) di ko na maalala yung song. basta may suot kaming manila paper na parang malaking supot sa ulo. dito rin naganap nung nahulog si mrs ponce. hehe
50. Nag fashion show ka suot ang damit na tinahi mo sa Sewing class
51. kaya mong magsulat, magdirect, magproduce ng play in one week
52. fave lunch nyo ay cutlet, sizzling or bLT pumpernickels!!
53. kaya mong magpalit ng PE uniform and school uniform sa gitna ng gym at naaply ko siya until now.
54. kaya mong magpalit from uniform to swimsuit and vise versa ng di nakikitaan.
55. alam mo ibig sabihin ng O, VS, S, MS, NI
56. pastime nyo ang magkalikot ng wallet during Morning Praise and school gatherings sa field, gym & St. Cecile's. hahaha
57. Napakalaking adventure na sayo ang takasan ang mga guard sa gate 1 para pumunta sa U.M. ng naka uniform (True!)
58. nung grade school ka, naniwala ka na gumagalaw sa gabi ang statue ni Mama Mary sa Mary's Garden na Peace Garden na ngayon (at may time na natsismis na umiyak sha with matching tracks of her tears dun sa statue)
59. favorite mo ang manggang hilaw at bagoong sa gate 6 habang wala pa ang school bus
60. nung prep ka pa, naiingit ka k hindi ka pwede sa reference section ng LRC, pero nung naging grade 4 and above ka na, naiinggit ka dahil di ka na pwede sa children's corner sa LRC na madaming pillows at stuffed toy
61. New Building ang tawag mo sa New Building kahit hindi na siya ang pinaka-new building. korek!
    
62. alam mo ang mga kwento ni mrs bucad pag health class. *wink wink*
    

i think the list in my multiply's more longer than this one.

good times to reminisce. i'll try to post the trivias that was included in our yearbook. those were good times as well.

batch 98! the best!

happy giddy excited

just got a call from aishi and it was one of the good news i have heard.

can't wait to get my/our hands on it. aishi and i will be sharing this (for now, it's up to your imagination)

will post again once we do get our hands on it!!

ple, most probably alam mo na agad to when i say the magic word: adidas

bwahahahaha!

i can't even think of a good title

saw this when i blog hopped to Mars' site.



bring out the tissues!!

ok, i'm going to cry again...

tagged # 7

Tagged by DAIZ. =) i'm one of her featured friends!


1.Meeya is one of my featured friends.
2. So when Meeya makes her featured friends for the week, she has to include my name and she should pick 4 or 5 more from her own list of friends.
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tagged #6

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feel free to grab this. let's see how this list grows. =)

Prayer for my kids

grabbed from mommy Eileen . A nice prayer for your kid/s.

Prayer for Kyle and Keon.

Lord Jesus, bless and protect my dear Kyle and Keon. Keep them safe from all harm and danger, sickness and disease. Preserve and strengthen them from the corrupting influences of the world,
and deliver him from the secret snares of the enemy.

Give them Godly friends and holy company who will encourage and inspire them to a life of purity and selflessness. May they have a listening ear to parental instruction, and develop virtues such as
diligence, kindness, honesty, compassion, patience, obedience & self control.

Lord God, I commend Kyle and Keon to Your care. Pour Your grace upon their heart and multiply in them the gifts of your Holy Spirit. Let them grow in wisdom and in favor with You, and raise them up to be God-loving and holy, faithfully serving You throughout their life.

Amen.

this can actually apply to our family in general.

nice prayer mommy eileen!

Wordless Wednesday

photo credit: Colby De Leon